Should I?

Help me decide.
Not telling you what it is.
But should I?
Poll at the right side.

Do you know how it feels like to smile when deep inside your heart is sad?
Its like a smile that you rather not want to smile. Its like forcing yourself to smile.
A forced smile will never be as sweet as a true smile from your heart.
Open up your heart. Dont let anything bug you.
Always be happy.
Do you know how it feels to know the hurtful truth of a sweet lie?
Everything goes so sweet and nice and then someone breaks it by telling you the truth.
And you might hate the person that told you the truth.
Accept the truth and forgive the lie.
The truth is something you should know and the lie is just to make you happy.
Do you know how it feels when you are so unlucky for the whole day?
Anything that you do or wish for will never go your way.
Everything you do will be screwed up in the end and you get nothing.
You maybe unlucky for that day but always remember 'A better tomorrow'
Make a change for tomorrow.
Do you know how it feels when you're being lonely?
They seems to be people around but but they just seem like strangers to you.
Whatever you do they wont bother about you.
Dont make yourself feel lonely. Go out there and be wild.
Dont be afraid to join others.

It always suck when bad things happen. I just wish that bad things just go away. AWAY. Maybe its my fault that bad things are happeneing to me. Maybe. Sigh.


FUCK YOU FUCK YOU FUCK YOU.
DO YOU KNOW HOW MUCH I HATE YOU?
GET OUT OF MY DAMN LIFE.
GO SCREW SOMEONE ELSES LIFE.


Okay fine. Maybe im just really going through a really unlucky period. Things never been my way since then. How nice if i could go back into the past where everything is free from all these pain.

Friends are someone you can really count on. They give you excitement, fun and joy. Sometimes they even help you when you're down.

The fact is, I have a bunch a friends that are really really cool and awesome. Okay fine. SOME friends. But still, without them my life would be empty.

Friends could sometimes cause problem. Problems that may even destroy your friendship between them. Do not try and do such things because in the end, you'll suffer the most.

Always keep your friendship. Never destroy it. Once the friendship has been destroyed, there remains a scar. A scar that will never go off. A scar that will always be remembered.

Gahh. No idea what im blogging right now. Just wanted to update something.

Another day.

Sigh. Trials are coming.
I really missed you.
Sejarah is making my head burst.
Your absence makes me worry
Other sbujects to come.
Worrying that will you be alright
Stress Stress Stress!!
Hope you get well soon
Nothing better to blog.
Seeing you everyday makes me happy
Having my basketball match tomorrow.
Hope you do well for your trials
Wish me luck. =)
I'll always wish you luck.

Lalalalala

Weeeeee. My blog is alive againn. Nothing much though. At least something to make my blog alive. =D

On 17 March 2009, I had a exam, electone exam to be precise. So yeah. my hard work has been paid off. Woohooo. Im done with grade 8. =)

Grade 8.. Think its a high grade?
Think again.
Yamaha grades are kinda funny. Instead of starting of from grade 1, they start from grade 13.
So basically I got my grade 6 cert and taking grade 7 now. =)

And now, homework time always makes me sleepy but not when my camera is right in front of me. Haha.

Anyway its just some random pictures. =)

Doing my BM homework. =D

And while I was doing my work,

Something came in front of me...

THIS tempting mee here just made me hard to concerntrate to continue my work.
So yeah. And in another 5 minutes...

THIS HAPPENED.

Alright. To all the form 3 guys of Sri KDU, have you ever wonder why the guys toilet at the second floor is always out of toilet paper? Someone stole it? The school has not enough money to buy toilet papers? I'll tell you why. Just watch this video and you'll understand why. =)

THERE.
There goes our trees. WASTED. OMG. Wait. i was 1 of them too. Hahahah. Oh well, its already done right? haha. =)

And lastly, EUNICEEE, i told you i found my pics. =D

PROVE! Evidence!

-End

Another post inspired by Mae Jeen.

Semester 2!

First week of second semester, good things and bad things happen this week. Sigh. MYE made me sad. Well, not really MYE, Sejarah itself made me sad. Lets see my results..

English - A
Maths - A
Science - A
Geography - A
KH - A
Moral - B

and the rest...

Chinese - C
BM - C
SEJARAH - C

Bloody hell sejarah. Make me study you so hard but you gave me a damn bloody C. -.- Nevermind. I shall improve this coming trial. Watch out you, you , you SEJARAH! GRR. Im gonna at least get a damn B. I dont care.

Anyway, first week of school.. Nothing much happened. Ken and Oscar were absent today. Maybe they did something together last night? haha. And SHIT SHIT. I need picturesss. My blog is so so so so so boring. Crap. Shit my camera. Argh. =( And i need to change the layout. Kinda bored of it. Sigh

Another Post Inspired by Mae Jeen.

Holidays are Over!!

H-O-L-Y S-H-I-T

Back to school tomorrow.
Arhhh!! Exam paperss!!!
I wanna die now.
Die Die Die Die Die.
Lets see...
We have:
Science
Maths
Mandarin
KH
Geography

and not to mention...

Moral

Cant really remember did I do well in those papers but from what i can recall, it aint satisfying. Hope i dont get someking of lousy result like my Sejarah which made me so so sad about it. Sigh. Just Wish that everything goes well and nothing goes wrong, if not. Something bad might happen. *Gaps!*

Alright. Time to sleep. Need to wake up early tomorrow. Hah. Night all.

Another post inspired by Mae Jeen.

I Need To Sleep EARLY

3am in the morning. Whew. Ever tried staying up this late everynight? In other words, every EARLY morning? Haha. Crap. 2 more days then its back to school day. Gotta sleep early by then. And holy crap, exam papers are coming back! OMG OMG OMG!

Well, Holidays are seriously boring. Im like surfing into everyones blog every hour. Gosh, can you guys like update your blogs more frequent? Haha. Lifeless and bored people like me will always surf your blog and find for updates. If there are no updates, then i pity your cbox then. =)

Okay. My blog needs more pictures. Its kinda boring reading like this. And im gonna change the layout soon. Geez, I wonder if anyone reads my blog. Maybe I should stop blogging. Sigh

Thats it. Good night ya'all. =)

Another post inspired by Mae Jeen.

4 More Days!

Today, a normal Thursday, a normal day for me to rust myself at home.
Anyway, it rained so so so damn bloody heavy today. Got myself wet just now. The lightnings are Scarrryyy. Haha. But thinking twice, lightning is a source of electricity. Why are electricity dangerous? I know it kills people but what makes it kill people, how? People say that the electricity can just shock through your body. The question is, HOW?

Okay I know its a silly question. Im just too bored.

Going for dinner later, its my grandma's birthday today. Her 86th birthday. Im just thinking how is she gonna blow all 14 candles out in one breath. Just imagine, if we put 86 candles on the cake. Haha. Already 86 years, and she gets 86 candles. Every year, you get another candle on your cake, its like you're growing older. Never to go back. Sigh.




I still miss her. =(

If you give up from the start, you're a failure.
If you continue going for what you wanted knowing that you wont get it, that's your determination.
If you continue chasing your dreams and getting what you always wanted, you're successful.

Another post inspired by Mae Jeen.