Miracles?

Have you ever believe in miracles? I bet you wont until you seen one by your own eyes.
I thought that miracles would happen but it doesnt seem to work for me. The fact is, i dont believe it. And now i know that miracles does not exist, i shall move on.

I cannot stand the way i am right now. I need to change back my life. The only way to change it is to move on. Without moving on, i'll be stuck on the same pace forever and never look forward. I guess its the end, and time for me to let go.

I might say that i will let you go but in my mind theres always you inside somewhere. Almost every night i sleep i think of you. And sometimes it made me couldnt sleep. This is suffering. I dont want to suffer in this way. So its time for me to delete you from my mind. Hoping that i can format my mind.

And yes i might be childish for doing those stuffs and i would like to say sorry if i caused any problems. And for now, its time for me to leave the arena.